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L.O.S.T

i dont know what to write , i felt like a loser now...everything were so mess up,my age are 26 n soon to be 27, n i'm not accomplish anything at all. before this i have a shoulder to depend on now its nothing left for me. i really feel like a L.O.S.E.R.. now. What did i think in my head for so long , why am i not taking any risk or challenge in my life. why why....because I'm so afraid to fail , well for ur information hasmanira u already fail....

agrhhhhh... i really need to talk to some one .....argh i miss both of them badly.....i dont what to do, n for sure i dont know what i did was right or wrong...for the time being...arghhh I'm not happy with what i do right know...i don't know why.....it just doesn't feel right...

i'm scared what my life will be, did i succeed, cant i really moving on in my life, can i make them proud .Arghhhhhh..................... i dont knew.... what i want...... arghhhh....i'm so losing it ....with direction should i go which road should i take...

5 comments:

suezensuzanna said...

hurm...ilek k.has;)....jgn mcm nih...u r strong..yes u r!!!....jom kiter same2 be strong!!

Azza Azwar said...

beb...this is part of the test for ur life...
Allah takkan uji hamba-Nya diluar kemampuan mereka....so u must know where to go, where u should start, what should you do, n of course u feel pain for the beginning...but later sooner when you know where u should go, how to start and what to do....it will b easier for u n make it u more stronger....u are not alone...u have so many people who love you around...n dont let them sad when see you fallen...

special quote for u..." There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. by-Denis Waitley "

Ira Azeera said...

dont want to make u feel worse.. but, i was at ur situation before.. no matter how i think, it will definitely ends with something negative.. why? because i want it to be negative.. even though that is not what i really want.. uhm.. try to be positive babe..

talking to someone is such the best therapy of all.. find someone who will be the best ears for you.. and a shoulder that u can cry on..Insyaallah... you'll be ok then... trust me.. =)

and as syawal always said to me:
macamane susah pun kita, ade org lain yang lagiiii susah...

LOVE u~!

mamamia said...

sue:thanks...
azza: thanks...
ira: thanks...

luv u all girls...

putdianas said...

i understand what u feel rite now but ur life kene truskan... i'll alwayz with u dear... just don't give up, kuatkan semangat, think forward... ape2 pon don't keep in ur heart just tell me if u want to... luv u dear :)

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