Bulan Ramadan

Assalamualaikum....

Dikesempatan ini nak ucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat islam di seluruh dunia semoga dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan selamat hendaknya,.

Bulan ramadan atau raya nie memang bulan yang banyak history and usually aku sangat rapuh, sbb banyak sangat kenangan pada bulan nie...even sebenarnya bulan nya sentiasa berubah kalo ikut kalendar biasa tapi kalo ikot kalendar islam ia sentiasa sama bagi aku.

When back to 10 tahun yang lalu masa bulan nie lah ayah telah pergi meninggalkan aku yang pada masa tuh aku baru berusia 16 tahun. tapi aku redha dengan pemergiannya.Ayah pergi lagi 10 hari nak raya. aku mmg manja ngn ayah so aku mmg tak boleh trima mula2 tu tapi slowly i adapt the fact he gone.

Then 3 tahun lepas mak plak pergi tinggalkan aku lagi, which is esok nya tuh first day puasa... tuhan jer tau macam mana aku rasa masa tuh.. Pasal tuh kalo bulan2 puasa nie biasanya aku mmg sayu jer...Tapi alhamdulilah bulan Ramadan lah biasa diorang datang jenguk walaupun tak dapat berborak or face to face cukup lah sekadar hanya harapan yang aku harap...

Semoga aku tabah. dan selamat berpuasa kengkawan maaf kalo ader salah atau silap...

What the %^%^#&**)(+_)^(%&%^#*

Assalamualaikum...

Good day mike..wah feeling Aussie plak haku nie kan...hhahahahah..Its almost the end of july the month that i been through a very up and down emotion cycle... there we happy time, sad, sick, in love, mad, losing my word.. Lots been happen and i been test again by HIM.. this time almost break me....Thanks HIM.. i always have friends that concern and care for me. This is a long story make sure u r ready to read..


Here is some of the pica to enjoy more do visit my FB or my friend that already tag me...

Early of the month i having so called freezing vaccay at Cameron highland with my school buddy...Lat,put,hanim,am,amir and azfa.. we when there for 3 days 2 nights as usual yeah lucky for us to go there, compare to other who stuck at KL and have to face their boredom to stay at home.,. or they might join the PERHIMPUNAN if they thing thats what ppl call fun...

as i recall my last time i when to cameron is on school trip when i in standard 6, Lots has change i mean really alot... as usuall lah must go everywhere and any where lol... nothing much to say just enjoice the pica.. the best part the is as usual the strawberries and the tea.. of coz of almost forget the veggie ... ... less talk just enjoy the pica..k..



Then after when back from my vaccay im starting working as usual with slight of changes.. i will not doing my usual stuff i have to designed new maskhead for the front page.. so i said ok wht the hell until they tell me that i also being selected to do the daily front page as usual...so no longer going back at 8pm...so i starting to go back at 12pm onwords... ergh.. n i can tell i dont have night live anymore... but just keep positive in my head... takpe cari rezeki... before i can adjust my life time table and i been hits with the bigger problem in my life..


A sister she should be just far from my imagination.. and the best part is i get the news from other people not even from her.. i can tell u is not easy being her siblings... Well if the people dont know my sister and just listen too her only i will be the evil and she was the saint ... wanna laugh or wanna cry when hear that i even doesn't have a word for her.. What she did this time is really hurt breaking...how could she does something like that doesn't she have the responsibility to take care of that and also me as her young sister... what in the world that she thinks... im so down n depress for a few days bcoz of her action... i hope she realize what a big mistake she just did .. I lost a place that people recognized me for that and my mom, also i feel so guilty because lost the thing that my mom was work hard for to raise us to be a somebody she can proud of it seems i had fail her,.... Im hoping that i been given a chance to continue her legacy with what ever it takes myb not at same old place just need to continue her legacy.. then its make me less guilty to her,," i really sorry mama, coz i really failed u this time" do give me a strength to move on.

Thats all for now i really need a new strategy for my un told future... wish me luck u uolls...

How time fly~~~

b4 starting my atkins diet

hello and assalamualaikum...

This is my new hupdate since three month ago.. so long right,,hikhikhik..trying my best... alot been happen during the time... well let c, i manage to lose some weight n still doing my diet coz i didnt reach my target weight yet.. so far so good live healty was great.. in term of food intake i manage to control just need to work on my exercise schedule need to exercise more..get my stamina back in a good shape..hikhik..but to lazy to wake up early and jogging...haih...lazy me...help...hukhukhuk....enough with the weight problem and lazyness..hikhik...


me now after a 2 month on diet.. hikhik..

Beside that, my besties getting married azira(plusticks) and syawal (eyerich/tuppaware) well on azira side it held at Melaka.. her house was near to the beach..so her wedding becoming our plustiks small gathering and vaccay it was awesome to get a chance to meet almost complete group member...a short vaccay but fill happiness and joy also not forgetting our plustiks lil junior sara ...so adorable & cute miss her the lil cicka....sara me misses u... hikhik sue i miss u tooo :P.
And the syawal reception was at rawang..ahaks and again i was the bridemaid on the day.. dunno when gonna be the bride always the bridemaid :(.... hikhik..(semoga dipertemukan jodoh ,, insyallah..amin) alhamdullilah both reception when smooth amin.. syukur and wish them a life full with happiness di dunia and di akhirat insyallah amin... happy for u both.Well 5 down 6 to go ..gambate u oolls...winkwink...
me n azira masa majlis akad nikah

nie pgantin laki2


gamba outdoor rembat dari pg syawal...

lil sara....... miss her......byk agik gamba tapi mls nk load.. :P

Last but not least my typical life... nothing big happening in my life still single and available to flirt hahhahahaha...also doesn't have big achievement so far,and recently turn 28 , alhamdullilah masih lagi bernyawa.. and my greatest present is a permanent position at BH alhamdulillah. Im still hoping for the light to brighten my life thanks for the support that i got from all my bestfriend im so grateful from the attention i get from all of u thank you so much... luv u allsssssssssssssssssssssss.....
As usual life is always up and down...there are not so called life if we never face any obstacle right? so far there are lots of test for me , but thanks to HIM because when i been into trouble means HIS still care..just to make me remember to always look upon HIM...whenever happen either bad or good.. THANK YOU ALLAH...

Well that so far my life and mengarutness...hikhik...will continue the hupdates insyallah....

Demam

Selamat petang u olls...
Usually i mmg tak layankan sangat my demam ni bedal jer tapi last few days nie dAh tak bole tahan n i g klinik smlm and got mc sehari jer.. Tapi my demam stil blom kebah .. Arghhh i dont like to feel sick.. Arghhhh tak suke tak suke .. Arghh nak balik... Plisss


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Bila aku duduk rumah

Assalamualikum..
Hari nie hari sabtu so hari cutikan Jadi try stay rest at home malangnya siaran di tv tidak berapa membrangsangkan tapi saya masih cuba melayan nyer.. Hingga sampai dah tak tahu nak buat aper saya pon curl kan rambut gile sangat bosan well mmg bole keluar jenjalan tapi rasa malas nak tinggalkan umah.
Gatalkan hahaha well sebenarnya kaki injured so, saya di suruh berehat selama 3 hari tanpa xtvt berat di kaki.
Kalo sihat bosan2 bole pie jogging ker jalan2 ker sedey... Uwaaa kalo tak dah panjqt broga dah pagi tadii uwaaa..
But the day not end yet myb will di something... Hahahah ader aku kesah hahahaha...
Sekian bowing nyerr....


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2011

semua masuk yeay..selamat tahun baru.............



Assalamualaikum...

Hari ini dah genap 10 hari kita ditahun baru...alhamdulilah kerana masih lagi bernyawa dan dapat melihat alam semesta ini, dapat merasa arus pemodenan dan pembangunan negara serta sejagat..amin.. Setiap kali tahun baru everlybody mesti buat new resolution or just carry forword jer previous year mana yang tak capai agik..Tapi tak kisah lah ..somehow its just a way to motivate our self to reach our goal in life...

Biasanya new year eve mesti kita yang mude belia nie akan celebratekan (mude ker) hahhahahahah......well for me lama gak dah tak g tgk mercun more likely spend time with my school buddies hang out at bowling alley or berkaraoke tapi past 2 years nie we all celebrate kat bowling alley sahaja syiok aper hader cabutan bertuah lampu klip2..sambil masing menunjukkan skill yg tak berapa nak mantap tuh kan....hahahhaahh

Hmm aper azam..aku tahun nie nak reveal ker..biarlah rahsia bole....ce cita ce cita...hmm well actually takder pon azam yang besar i just go with the flow n mungkin menambahkan banyak - banyak bersabar denagn dugaan hidup yang semakin mencabar dan mengharapkan agar aku sentiasa tabah amin.. kami di bowling alley ......

lat muke ko giler chomel weh....