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Assalamualaikum...

Good day mike..wah feeling Aussie plak haku nie kan...hhahahahah..Its almost the end of july the month that i been through a very up and down emotion cycle... there we happy time, sad, sick, in love, mad, losing my word.. Lots been happen and i been test again by HIM.. this time almost break me....Thanks HIM.. i always have friends that concern and care for me. This is a long story make sure u r ready to read..


Here is some of the pica to enjoy more do visit my FB or my friend that already tag me...

Early of the month i having so called freezing vaccay at Cameron highland with my school buddy...Lat,put,hanim,am,amir and azfa.. we when there for 3 days 2 nights as usual yeah lucky for us to go there, compare to other who stuck at KL and have to face their boredom to stay at home.,. or they might join the PERHIMPUNAN if they thing thats what ppl call fun...

as i recall my last time i when to cameron is on school trip when i in standard 6, Lots has change i mean really alot... as usuall lah must go everywhere and any where lol... nothing much to say just enjoice the pica.. the best part the is as usual the strawberries and the tea.. of coz of almost forget the veggie ... ... less talk just enjoy the pica..k..



Then after when back from my vaccay im starting working as usual with slight of changes.. i will not doing my usual stuff i have to designed new maskhead for the front page.. so i said ok wht the hell until they tell me that i also being selected to do the daily front page as usual...so no longer going back at 8pm...so i starting to go back at 12pm onwords... ergh.. n i can tell i dont have night live anymore... but just keep positive in my head... takpe cari rezeki... before i can adjust my life time table and i been hits with the bigger problem in my life..


A sister she should be just far from my imagination.. and the best part is i get the news from other people not even from her.. i can tell u is not easy being her siblings... Well if the people dont know my sister and just listen too her only i will be the evil and she was the saint ... wanna laugh or wanna cry when hear that i even doesn't have a word for her.. What she did this time is really hurt breaking...how could she does something like that doesn't she have the responsibility to take care of that and also me as her young sister... what in the world that she thinks... im so down n depress for a few days bcoz of her action... i hope she realize what a big mistake she just did .. I lost a place that people recognized me for that and my mom, also i feel so guilty because lost the thing that my mom was work hard for to raise us to be a somebody she can proud of it seems i had fail her,.... Im hoping that i been given a chance to continue her legacy with what ever it takes myb not at same old place just need to continue her legacy.. then its make me less guilty to her,," i really sorry mama, coz i really failed u this time" do give me a strength to move on.

Thats all for now i really need a new strategy for my un told future... wish me luck u uolls...

4 comments:

putdianas said...

Sabar k hase... bende dah jd. kite hanya mampu merancang Tuhan yg menentukan. ape yg jd ni mmg sgt xdisangka dan mengecewakan but u kene kuat semangat truskan hidup. Perjuangan u blum selesai lg k. Plustick will be always with u dear :) so ape lg jom kite enjoy :D luv u....

Ira Azeera said...

uhm..
ucapan saya sama seperti put di atas..
(xtau nk komen pe sbb citernye samar2 je kan.. hihiih)
XOXO

juez said...

stop blaming urself..dat would be the 1st step! Bende dah jadi..things happend for reasons has..InsyaALLAH dengan izin dia kita akan nampak tujuan dugaan di turunkan pada u. Mungkin juga tertulis sesuatu yg lebeh indah utk u d masa akan datang. I taw u r one strong girl n always b!! InsyaALLAH ada rezeki lebih,x mustahil impian you.."kedai makan" akan jadi kenyataan! muah muahhh..

mamamia said...

thanks..u olls semoga i tabah dengan dugaanya..

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