L.O.S.T

i dont know what to write , i felt like a loser now...everything were so mess up,my age are 26 n soon to be 27, n i'm not accomplish anything at all. before this i have a shoulder to depend on now its nothing left for me. i really feel like a L.O.S.E.R.. now. What did i think in my head for so long , why am i not taking any risk or challenge in my life. why why....because I'm so afraid to fail , well for ur information hasmanira u already fail....

agrhhhhh... i really need to talk to some one .....argh i miss both of them badly.....i dont what to do, n for sure i dont know what i did was right or wrong...for the time being...arghhh I'm not happy with what i do right know...i don't know why.....it just doesn't feel right...

i'm scared what my life will be, did i succeed, cant i really moving on in my life, can i make them proud .Arghhhhhh..................... i dont knew.... what i want...... arghhhh....i'm so losing it ....with direction should i go which road should i take...

Pia KOnVo yepppppiiiii......

P.i.A




this blog is dedicated to sofia( da plustick family).....Wah da KonvO gitu!!!!!....
by da way congratuLations girl... u made it......Now the time for job hunting....lets do it...do it..do it...
Today me , put , jue , sue were celebrating others of our friend that close to us for their convocation day held in PICC .....Congratulations...uoLss.......glad to see them again feel like it been a while not updating each other life..... wee...siap ader yg dah bawak baby agik.....n its also time to cuci mata.....(ladies..da phone is ringing)
pia in her robe...(tak panas ker)


kami....


dah ader baby tau....



nie dah macam iklan darlie...jue...spoil lah...

i need a plan..

Assalamualaikum....

I need a plan ,Why? Because now i have to stand on my own feet... I'm never imagine that my mum will leaving me so early.So i need a plan to survive.Currently I'm jobless coz just finish my contract already...need to find job so i can get more money n have some saving for me in future.uwaaa...which direction should i follow...my heart or my head...lots of thing in my mind lately dunno which to decide .

Hurmm .... ppl do help me by give da job that r not related to my field at all, i know i should be grateful to have all the help that ppl give to me...but what did i really want, juz accept what ppl gave me or pursuing my dream...Arghhhh its so tense....

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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"We will not always get what we want right"....Should we stick to the quote or just give hell with it.


i need a plan...

i'm back ..online......

alhamdulilah ...atas pemberian iela akhirnya ...aku berjaya online kembali...yahooo.....aku gembira...
gembira ker...amin......
alhamdulilah ader lah samthing yg boleh aku buat bagi mengisi kesunyian aku nie....
amin

Sepi....lagi

assalamualikum.....

dah lama blog nie sepi tanpa sebarang cerita ...dan update dari ku......
Lots of thing been happen since my last entry....

1.my best friend Izza Wedding....
2. my sabah trip
3. My Mom passed away...


Sekarang nie dah bulan posa...so kat sini owng nak ucapkan selamt berpuasa pada semua...n has minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.....kalo ader salah dan silap sila maafkan....

insyallah has akan update this blog...tapi tunggu internet kat umah ok ..erk tak call streamyx agik ah....saboo erk.....

di kesempatan nie has nak ucapkan terima kasih kat semua yang meluangkan masa menziarah dan mengambil berat pasal has...thanks u alll ..love u alll....

menjawap tag lat.....lalallalala

well kena tag wall paper desktop then ini lah jawapan nyer mesti keciwa kan...heuehuehu...
well pc dahberat then kalo letak gambo jawapnyer...makin lembab lew pc ku ..harap maklum...keh2...
hahahahahah....lat anda salah ...destop i tak bersepah cam destop u okies...heuheueheuheue

sepi...

aloooo....lama dah menyepi, aku menyendiri pergh jiwang siot heuheuheueheu...takder ler....bz skit lew...baru mula keje ..banyak nak kena catch up..sesak nafas gak ah ngan keje free lance agik...now dah okies...everthing went smooth....

dah lama tak bercerita kan ...well nothing hvoc lately just a usual stuff....i can wait for my bestfriend wedding ,my school buddies reunion , my degree batch wild party....party...n last but not least sabah vacation....horrey just wanna be at some other place right know...

lots of thing in my mind lately...just dunno what to do n where to start ....until then my life always chios......

hopefully everthing be back to normal....